WRITING JOURNAL 4

SOME DAYS AGO, I HAVE A SAD EXPERIENCE. I FELT SO BAD, THAT I CRIED EVERY NIGHT. I THINK THAT NIGHT INCREASES SADNESS. WELL, THE THING IS THAT SINCE THOSE MOMENTS I PROMESSED MYSELF THAT THIS IS GOING TO BE A GOOD YEAR FOR ME. I M TALKING ABOUT THE FACT THAT I M GOING TO DO MY BEST IN TERMS OF STUDIES. I MUST CONFESS THAT LAST YEAR I DIDNT PUT MUCH EFFORT IN ORDER TO CONTINUE WITH MY STUDIES. SOMETIMES, I ASKED MYSELF IF THIS I M DOING IS WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO. SOMETIMES I POSTPONED MY HOMEWORK OR DIDNT GO TO CLASSES BECAUSE I DIDNT HAVE THE TASK DONE. I STARTED TO WORK IN SOMETHING THAT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH MY CARREER AND I LIKED. NOWADAYS, I CONTINUE DOING IT. BUT THE BEST THING IS THAT I KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO AND FOR THIS, FINISHING MY ENGLISH CAREER IS MY FIRST STEP.
3 WEEKS AGO, I DECIDED TO CHANGE FOR THE BEST. I HOPE THAT MY MOTIVATION CONTINUES FOR LONG, I REALLY HOPE THAT...