WRITING JOURNAL 22

MY OLD FRIEND...WHAT IS GOING ON WITH YOU?
I DONT UNDERSTAND YOUR BEHAVIOUR. I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND AND YOU DISSAPOINTED ME. I KNOW IS VERY DIFFICULT TO BE MY FRIEND AND UNDERSTAND MANY OF MY POINTS OF VIEW. I KNOW SOMETIMES I M A LITTLE BAD TEMPERED BUT...MUST I REMENBER YOU THAT I M NOT A BAD PERSON? I THOUGHT YOU KNEW THAT! WE DIDNT SEE EACH OTHER FOR MORE OR LESS 2 MONTHS (WHAT IS A LOT) SINCE THAT DAY. IN THAT OCASSION, I WAS GOING ON A VERY SAD MOMENT IN MY LIFE, SO YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME MADE ME FEEL MORE AND MORE SAD. WHAT IS MORE, I KNOW IS YOUR MOTHER INVOLVED IN THIS PROBLEM, BUT IS STRANGE... YOU KNOW ME SINCE WE WERE 14 AND YOU KNOW THAT RESPET TOWARDS PEOPLE IS A PRIORITY ON MY LIST OF VALUES. SUDDENLY, I STARTED TO SEE IN MY THOUGHTS ALL THE MOMENTS WE SHARED...OUR FIRST DAY AT SCHOOL, LONG CONVERSATIONS AT NIGHT, GOING TO DANCE, TALKING ABOUT BOYS, OUR TRIP TO BARILOCHE, THE SNOW, TEARS, FINISHING SECONDARY SCHOOL, SADNESS, INDECISIONS, UNIVERSITY, PARTIES...IN ALL THAT MOMENTS, YOU WERE BY MY SIDE. WHY DONT YOU ARE NOW BY MY SIDE??